March is going to be a long month. I have two weeks left of class, a week of exams, and a week of break before starting another term. Hopefully, anyway.
I'm exhausted today. I've been putting out to much at work, somehow I'm walking out with seventy or eighty dollars a night but it's not enough emotionally. My service is efficient but there's no smile anymore, I'm not putting any extra effort where it's going to be an absolute waste. I don't have enough in me to even go to class today, I'm going to finish my assignments, mail them off, sleep, wake up, and do more assignments. I need a day to rest.
Erin Express and March Madness coming up are going to make the next three weeks on the bar some of the toughest shifts I've had, Valentine's Day makes for a nice bookend, that. In two weeks if I don't get a break I'm going to quit. Rojo put in his two weeks as per his parents' stipulation. Verde thinks I hate her, and I don't, but working with her doesn't make the place any brighter anymore, and I've decided she can live with that. There isn't a soul there that brightens the place up right now, not even Katharine (I'll know when she's done seeing this new guy, but it won't matter) or You II (which is the best name I can think of--too bad you have kids). I need to cut back on the bar visits afterwards or cease them altogether, for now...something/anything? to feel a little less dizzy all the time.
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